This memorial website was created in the memory of my loved one, Clayton Helriggle who was born in Ohio on May 23, 1979 and passed away on September 27, 2002 at the age of 23. I will remember him forever. His embrace left a mark on me and left me with strength to carry on.

Clayton was a talented musician & loved the road and his beloved dog Buddy.  He leaves behind many friends. He loved life.  His was too short.

Clayton was killed when an  Emergency Service Unit (ESU) entered his home on a false tip from a career criminal.  He was killed instantly by a shot gun blast to the chest and much controversy followed.  There was public outcry toward LE and it was followed by their (LE) silence.

It has been more than 10 years since that fateful night.  All who loved Clayton remain riveted by his death.  Some hold steadfast to their hate for LE.  Others do not.  I believe that for me to honor Clayton's memory I will remember him for his life not his death.  And I believe just as I have been forgiven that I must forgive.  I believe that after 10 years of study I know what happened that night and I know there are three sides to every story; mine, theirs and the whole truth. This is my personal choice and I do not suggest to know the hearts of others, the pain they have felt and continue to feel. I speak only of my decision.  It haunts me though that LE suffered  too and may have never resolved it.  How many other lives were ruined that fateful night?  Soon I hope to know.  His story honors his life and his kindness.

Recently I read an anonymous quote (I  can't remember where) that all of us die two deaths.  One is the death of the physical and the second is to be forgotten.  Given enough time no one will  remember us.  We will  be nothing more than a name on a head stone.  Here we can remember Clayton forever. We can introduce this wonderful guy to folks who would have never had the awesome opportunity to know him in life.  I read many of the other memorials and think what a shame I didn't know he or she in life.  How  loved they are and what a dynamic memory they left behind.

Clayton, your memory lives on with me and others.  Every day I think of you fondly when the sun shines bright or a butterfly lands on the dog's nose! I look forward to the day when we will embrace again.